Alright, it’s been a while eh. You kind of forget about Tumblr when you no longer just sit about the house unemployed. And when i come home at night i either want to see my sisters, go out or just go to bed.

SO i aged. Now i’m 20. Kind of made a fuss about it when it happened, i’d rather liked being 19, It’s a good in between age. Nothing major has happened, i’ve read a pile of books, drank way too much coffee and ate way too much. I’m more excited about what i’m planning for this year such as; EURO TRAIN TRIP with Daniel.  Looking for a new flat in Dundee cause i’m going back to art school. Fuck staying here with my mum another year. I’m going to make up for 2011 being so lazy and boring. 

I think i’ve lost about 100 followers, but what can ye do.

I’m so hungover. I need to spew so bad.Good night though. 

Arctic Monkeys last night was ammmmazing.

Alex Turner is a babe. 
I can’t stop listening to them.
THEY PLAYED EVIL TWIN.
The crowd was just singing along.
But we couldn’t get past like the middle unless we shoved people.  
I don’t like people touching me anyway.

Oh god. I’m sorry but that topped everyone i seen this year.
Even Mozza. 
And 505 at the end. 
I listened to them way too much before but now it’s oan repeat. 


 

❝ I like people too much or not at all.
— Sylvia Plath  (via klsekelsey)

(Source: nsorrows, via jessicabentley)

So i was all tucked up in my jammies starting to read Will Grayson when i got dragged out to drink for Halloween. I don’t own any costumes & had like 10 minutes to get ready, so i copied Jim from the Office with the classic old book face, face-book cause i’m lazy. NOONE GOT IT. Sad times when no one you know, watches American office.  Or can even figure out it means facebook..
Also sorry for the horrid photo, look like a deer in headlights. Hope everyone is having a better halloween weekend than i am. Have to dress up as a gangster to work behind the bar on monday. Have fuck all to wear. 

I feel like Cameron from Ferris Bueller, lying about for the past 2 days being dramatic because i have a cold. I do not cope well with illness. Oh and dear future self;
It is never a good idea to watch Titanic ever again. Just because you haven’t seen it in a few years is not a good excuse. You will experience weird dreams with water and boats AND you will not only cry, but ugly cry. For a good while. Yes, its sad that she let go but fuck it, NEVER AGAIN.
Now excuse me while i go paint my nails orange, catch up on american television, drink some strawberry tea & be dramatic about my cold to the cat.  

How I survive a hangover 101;

Annie Hall & West Side Story
a litre of milk
cheesy pasta
carbs, carbs & more carbs
Sleep instead of staying awake with the pain
Vomit is advised at least once if you feel sick, just get it over with.
Get the energy to shower and pair with your biggest jumper and slackest trousers.
Strawberry Calpol. yum
& finish off my feast with wedges covered in mayo. (salad tomorrow with work) 

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For kerzo.

Today was such a good day even if it was pishing down. Bought a vintage satchel, a cosy primark cardigan (as above), a topshop dress for tomorrow. Then had an amazing nandos with sahar and rozy & some tasty shisha. Pretty successful saturday to be honest.

I was supposed to go to bed HOURS ago but then television happened. The American kind.

The Office- “Thats my nickity namme” Awh that was so cute that they did that for him. Favourite show as per. 
America’s Next Top Model- It’s kind of annoying. It looks cheap and the only person i like is Alison. I’ve watched 3 episodes and i don’t remember anyone elses name cause i just don’t care.
Big bang theory- Good as per usual.
The Secret Circle- Could there be any more sexual tension and mystery. Awh i love it so much.  I want to know what happened with their parents. Everyone died and now some crazy ass parents are setting their kids up for evil shit. REALLY? I’m going to buy the books basically cause i have a boring life and i ain’t waiting 3 seasons to find out at least the skeleton of the story. Stellar patience. 
Modern Family- It always makes me laugh or i feel warm and fuzzy inside. It’s doing its job.
Desperate Housewives- Dead guy, divorce, guilt. The end. 
Awkward- Finale already? Why it felt like it was just getting started. And i never thought an MTV show would be good. Look at 16 and pregnant. SHIT.
How I Met Your Mother- It was alright i guess, they are dragging it. If his kids look about 16ish by 2030, then he has to conceive one of them in at least the next year or something. OR just fucking meet their maw.
& Gossip girl/90210; Good old gossip girl. No one even cares to check your website anymore and yet i still watch it. Cause Chuck Bass is hot and i don’t have anything better to do. 90210, college bla bla bla college, bitchy girls, millie from freaks and geeks. baby drama and more drug addiction. SOUND. 

That, is how i spent my first day off from everything in like two weeks. Productive & sad. Thank you. In case i get bored on my next day off which will be like next week, give me a movie or something to watch please?

Dexter has leaked. Do i watch it?
Maybe lateer, right now i’m deciding between my fair lady or west side story. 
I’m so sleepy and all i want to do is lie on the couch all comfy and watch people sing and dance and be happy. Not really in the mood right now for dexter to be crazy and a single father. When i get over tired later, then i’ll watch dexter.  

hiya fall tv

goodbye life.

All i’m seeing on facebook at the moment is everyone returning to Dundee to start uni again. And those stupid old status updates reminding me that i was doing the exact thing last year. 
I’m excited to start work on Wednesday, but its just so fucking odd that i’m home.
I really hope i’m going back next year cause i won’t know what to do with myself.
-i don’t want to give art school up, but at the same time i don’t even want to do it.
I’ve got a year to figure my shit out. Let’s hope work isn’t that bad.
Don’t want a year of regret.  

my mother is going to edinburgh to see tiesto today. 
I told her i was proud of her for getting back to her own self after her 3 year confining relationship. My mate ivan was going on about how everyone should tell their mum how good they are, he was pretty drunk. (Yeah i know you’re reading this). But i did it to make her feel good. I don’t give her enough respect, but she is crazy bitch. 
I’m just so happy she’s getting back to the mum i know. 44 year old perty mum.
When i’m her age, i hope i’m like her. She’s taught me; you can survive on your own, work hard to get the things you want & be an independent women (YO).
I’m going to escape to my sister’s. I’ve had no sleep and enough coffee to keep me up for days. I feel odd, like my body is being run by a jittery machine.
A day of playing just dance and eating enough sugar to keep me playing, yay… 

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